Everybody needs a lucky Clover.

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Driving!

..Just finished my 3rd off road driving lesson. Its important i pass my test as soon as i hit 17 because its only going to be me and mum in a few months and we wont have any mode of transport. That will be wierd…Without liam to take us where we want, or asking my dad for a lift. Dads moving to london will really change things and Liam going off to uni will just add to it. I will be the one to take my mum where she wants to go because she cant do it herself. Macular Degeneration is an evil disease. it takes away not only her sight but her independance. Try and think about all the things you wouldnt be able to do without your eyes? Not nice eh? :/

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One of those CRAPPY quiz things to pass the time..

Do you want a boyfriend? 
If a lovely boy came along i wouldnt pass up the chance (: 

You’ve got a whole bottle of vodka what are you doing?
I’m probably with Cress getting wasted (:

Something you wanna tell someone without naming names?
“i have that we arent as close anymore. but you REALLY let people drag us apart and you didnt seem to care. And your new relationship may seem fantastic now and i’m sure you t wo are just dandy, but dont forget who your friends are because your slowly running out”-Yeah, that should do :)

Will you fall in love within the next month?
How can i answer that one:) who knows,

You’re insanely drunk stumbling through the streets, slurring songs, who are you with?
Cressida leonard, or Alex mills and my father:)

When you sleep in your bed, is stuff usually on it?
Oh all the time, My laptop lives on my bed as do bottles of hair product, but my beds big enough for me not to notice them :)

Do you miss anyone?
Hmm, not really
Next time you will kiss someone?
Fuckk knows:)

Who was the last person you talked to before you went to bed last night?
Ben ? ar y msn

Do you like to cuddle?
I love it(: but only when i want to, some people hug you all the time and its like ..urgh get off

Does anyone have feelings for you?
Doubtttt  itt :D

What are your plans for tonight? 
To finally go downstairs and make a cup of tea. and then bed:) 

What were you doing last night at midnight?
On msn and youtube probably :)

Will you be dating someone in six months?
Who knows what ill be doing in 6 months (:

Have you ever done something you told yourself you wouldnt?
MANY times

Do you usually apologize first?
Hmm, rarely.
Did you sleep alone last night?
Alone in my bed, not alone in the house.
Have you ever fallen asleep while texting someone?
All the time.

Have you ever felt like you actually loved someone?
i have, Biggest mess of my life tbh. Once youve fallen in, It’s hard to climb back out

Where is the person who has your heart at the moment ?
Ellie Goulding <3…i know  thats not what it meant but ah well:)

What would you do if a crazy person ran at you with a knife?
Stop for a chat…Run obiously.


Are relationships ever really worth it?
At the time they are all worth it. Afterwards you doubt yourself and your decisions.

When was the last time you were in a very good mood?
UHM.a while tbh.

Who was the last person you wanted to punch in their face?
Haa. not naming names :’)

What did your last text message say?
UHM. “Ya up to much?xx” …Nice grammer there Ryan :’)
Anything in your mouth?
nouttt. but a cuppa tea will be soon :D

Ever been overseas?
Plenty of times. Australia, France, Italy, Switzerland,Spain, Hong Kong, Mijorka,And more that i cant think of :)

What are your plans for tomorrow?
I’m a model for the day for bens photography (:

Last thing that made you smile?
Seeing my baby cousin walk on Skype earlier:)

When people say, “Honestly I dont think I’ve ever talked shit about anyone” do you think its possible?
Nope :’) EVERYONE has a bitchy side

Do you honestly LOVE your friends?
The nearst and Dearest of them yes(:

Were you single on your last birthday?
Yess.


Is it okay to kiss people when your single?
Of course(: As long as they are also single.


What was the last thing you drank?
water?

Who was the last person who said i love you to you?
Fuck knows. My dad probably.

Are your nails painted?
Finger nails and toes :)

Have you ever hugged a complete stranger?
Yes. in cardiff, odd day

If you were offered to smoke some weed right now would you accept?
Yupp (: that would bring some interesting dreamss before bed(:

What are you stressed out about?
My gig on saturday


Has someone of the opposite sex ever told you they loved you, and meant it?
Yess.

Are you good at giving directions?
AWFUL. never ask me for directions. i will get you more lost:)

If something was wrong, who is the first boy you would go to?
Alex, then Matt

Who is the first girl you’d go to?
Cress and georgina

Have you ever kissed on a boat?
Cant say i havee

Do you enjoy wearing dresses?
I do, i like being girlyyy.


Do you tell your mum everything?
Pretty much(:
If you married the last person you texted, what would your last name be?
Baldwin HAA XD

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Music

I know every singer will say “I was singing before i spoke” but i was, if i wanted to say something i would sing it. That probably got very annoying for those surounding me. Music has always been a Very important part of my life and i believe it makes me who i am. My mother always knew i had a tallent and she wanted to get me coached profesionally as soon as i was old enough to know what i was doing myself, and that i was sure music was something i wanted  to do, and of course it was. I was 7 years old when i had my first singing lesson and i thought it was fantastic. Any instrument i saw i wanted to pick up and have a go (i still do that now) and so far i’ve managed to teach myself to play Piano and with help from teachers i can also play guitar.

My first guitar was a battered antique and i didnt think much of it back then and i was embarassed when i took it to school for lessons because everybody else played shiny electrics and i desperately wanted one! looking back now that guitar was absoluely gorgeous and it would still be one of my favourites if my Darling brother hadnt over tuned it and caused the neck to snap off:(. I fianlly got the electric i wanted and can still remember the one and ONLY solo that i was taught :’) Since then i’m strictly an acoustic girl but i do have a beautiful Gibson Les Paul that to be honest does not get enough playing.

Soo, my target for the summer is to learn more tecniques  on guitar, imporove my notation reading and get busking:) so if you see me in cardiff on the streets singing stop for a listen:)

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Summer 2010..

Will be the best summer so far!

Reading festival, Camping, beach, pool parties, lazy days. Bring them on(:!

Even if the sun fails to keep its happy face i’ll still have fun. ain’t nothing going to rain on my parade!

Exams are nearly over. Only one real one left to sit, Music. (by not real, i mean welsh shouldnt even be classed as an exam) I can’t wait for loud music in the garden and a garden full of friends(: bring on the summer sun, sea salt and chlorine! (even if they do turn my hair peach!)

Enjoy your sunshine and i hope you find a summer romance ;)

x

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Who are we to play with hearts and throw away it all?”- Ellie Goulding.

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I love how most of this hair isn&#8217;t mine :&#8217;)
I get stopped in the street with people touching my hair(:, you get used to it.

I love how most of this hair isn’t mine :’)

I get stopped in the street with people touching my hair(:, you get used to it.